Class of 2005

I congradulate the class of 2005. They have finished their four years of school here, walked away with great friends and great memories. And are now starting the next chapters in their lives.

I have never been hit so hard this time of the year. I didn't even see it coming. I wanted school out so bad I didn't even notice they were leaving. Last Thursday came and went which was there last day, and I still am in denial. It is so serieal. I had so many friends in that class. More then our own class, more then Fresh, Soph, and our class put together. So many great friends.

I never cry. EVER. If you see me cry, feel privliaged I suppose. Any who, Thursday I saw Sarah after school and lost it. I started crying, and couldn't stop. Held it together, but then saw Jenny. Gathered myself again and saw Alise. This went on until 4 o clock. And our track DVD I can't watch with out crying. Actually I take that back, today was the 5th viewing of it and I actually didn't cry. I wrote really awesome cards to all of them. Some took as long as an hour and a half to write. I have 14 open houses in total I belief. Something like that.

Perpare yourself for goodbyes. Because when you don't it hits you like a brick wall. I slammed into it this year and it did not feel good. I'm still mourning the loss of those awesome people I am happy to call my friends. Prepare yourselves, we are now Seniors. I want to crap my pants when I think of that. I'm so scared, I don't want to leave...I can't say good bye. And we're not ready to all grow up....

Maybe more on this later, Ches-ly's tired.