Cedar Point

Yesterday I went to Cedar Point which was a lot of fun. It was my dad, Aunt Judy, Chris and Mary. Chris and Mary's personalities made for a fun day. The three of us had a lot of fun, and Mary got to experience real roller coasters. We went on most rides. Tried out the new Max Air, which was pretty sweet. You stare at the ground straight below you and then fall forward, and at times feel upside down. We left earlier then normal because we were all pretty dead. The sun was tiring, and I started getting pretty hungry. We went to Outback for dinner which was very good. And the three of us talked through Michigan of the up coming school year...

I hate how every day my mind changes. I go through so many things a day in my head and its getting overwhelming. I feel like I am constantly pulled in every direction...excitment, stress, happiness, frusteration....I can't sort it out and the buzzing won't stop. I lay in bed at night with out sleep because I just lay there thinking. The car ride home yesterday I put my sunglasses on and laid there, thinking. Going through situation after situation...And you would think all this would sort stuff out, and its just getting worse I think. I can't stop it...I don't understand, and worse of all I don't know what to do.

For once I want to make the right dicision...