Venting
First off....Happy Birthday Justin! (It was yesterday but I never ended up posting anything....)
I have been depressed lately. I can't figure out whats really bothering me, but as a whole I have just not been happy. Me and my dad are fine again, my mom is being her usual self (selfish...only thinking of herself). I feel like even when I have time to get out and be with my friends I feel like I'm really fake. Putting up a front like I'm happy. I mean, I've just been so lazy in my down time and just don't want to do anything. Everything seems like an effort to me. I feel like even going and seeing my friends is such and effort and its almost a turn off. Like, thinking of gas to get places, money I don't have, then paying for stuff once we go somewhere. Its like I'd almost rather stay home. I know that sounds horrible....but for some reason I'm in this giant rut of unhappiness and I can't get out. I don't know exactly what it is, or what will fix it.
Also I think I've been complaining a lot in here....maybe its more of venting...but, sorry.
posted by Chelsey at 2:33 PM
5 Comments:
I am sorry chels. I think its just the whole back to school thing wearin ya down. WE are all here for ya if ya need somethin.
3:33 PM
yeah, that's what the blog is for anyway. It's a depressing time of the year.
4:20 PM
Thanks guys
11:28 PM
I've been like that alot too lately.. things just seem too costly, it used to be fun first, price later, but now we're thinking "how can I afford this?"
12:31 AM
I need to teach you this song that Julie Andrews sings in THE SOUND OF MUSIC. "Rain drops on roses and whiskers on kittens, bright copper kettle and warm woolen mittens, brown paper packages tied up with strings, these are a few of my favorite things...when the dog bites, when the bee stings, when I'm feeling sad-I simply remember my favorite things-and then I don't feeeeeel soooooo bad!" It helps, trust me.
12:46 AM
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