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Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Cranky Turned Into Sentimental Memories

We had our own family dinner tonight. Family being some of the most important people to me...my friends. Chad, Tia and Hannah. Also Erin was with us because she was going with Tia to an NHS thing afterwards. It was a lot of fun. Danced in the kitchen listening to 'Rent' and randomly casting us as the people. We'd love to make a music video/reanactment (sp?) thing with it. It'd be cute, and lots of fun. Maybe some day.

It as a short evening though, we all left by 5. I left cranky and I don't remember why. Certain things I'm bitter about and it just...I dono, made me cranky. I wanted to leave in a hurry after that because I knew it'd wear off and I didn't want to talk about it. I don't talk enough. I have wonderful friends who I could tell anything to, but I don't. I never have been able to in the past either. People come to me to talk, I listen, I give advice, I never judge. Actually many people come to me because of this. Maybe that's all I'm good at...listening. Oh well...don't they say that's more important?

Got home and my house phone wouldn't stop ringing. I never answer it...but I finally decided to since it was bugging me. It was my Aunt Liz who said my Aunt Judy was doing errands with her and wanted to know if we'd like to join them for dinner. Of course we did. So I had dinner with Aunt Liz, Uncle Rich, Nate, Travis, Aunt Judy and baby Emma. Tomorrow is Nate's Birthday, and Paige's...Mental note to say something to her...any who, so I think I'm seeing them again for dinner...which makes tonight a little pointless...oh well.

After dinner we came home and worked on my phone for another half hour. Still wouldn't work. Basterds. Went to set a little late. No one showed up but D Ereg. Annoying. No kids from the class show up, and yet kids outside of the class look forward to it. Unfortently everyone else was busy. But yea...I was sitting there all alone for 2 hours. This was because my dad had no idea what to paint, and was doing kind of a solo project. I found a piano in the pit. That intertained me for about 15 minutes until I couldn't figure out how to turn it on. So yea...stared at the wall for 2 hours...awesome.

Got home...still cranky. Worked on my phone for another hour. Finally works...I can now send texted messages! That only took a year of begging. And I got a new ring tone from the internet. This was only because my dad promised me one like 6 months ago but we didn't have a way to get it onto my phone because we needed a special cord...but now I have internet on my phone so he let me. It's so happy. We joked about it, every time I hear it I have to dance. And I told him I might stop picking up the phone because I'll be dancing. Haha...good times. One of those bonding moments with my dad. Gotta love it.

Less cranky because of him. One of the things I'll miss next year is my parents. Everyone complains about their parents but my mom and dad are like my best friends. Ever since the divorce they have been my friends and not my parents. Which is annoying at times just because, you still need a parentel role in ur life...but times like tonight when your dancing to a silly ring tone and joking around, or last night...listening to Christmas music you remember from when you were 5, crying over the dog eating your Christmas present...while frosting Christmas cookies. That's what it's all about...

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