"Amazingly Enough, I Don't Give a Shit"

It really amazes me how some people can just fix any bad day or any horrible situation.

Today was day two of drama. Day one I hid out in the band room all day and sang along. The band makes me feel like this play has a chance, because they are pretty much awesome. But then I walk around on stage and see people sitting around everywhere and nothing getting done and I feel like it has no hope. Therefore I hang out with the pit members because then I won't explode. So yeah, day two. So much stress that I almost was sick (again). As I sit here and type from the combination of lack of sleep (from stress) and my stress, I'm literally shaking. I have been all day.

So anywho, awesome person numero uno...Becca. I was completly stressed about all this stupid shit that at one point I sat down next to her on her little piano bench and one point and randomly just completly vented to her about drama, and leaving, and collage and all this random stuff that has been on my mind. And she totally understood all of it and made me feel better. It was so awesome. Then she called to make sure I was okay after my little meeting and that was nice. That kid is way to awesome to be my friend.

Awesome person numero dos, no surprise....Hannah. I was stressed during lunch and surprising enough with out even trying, sitting reading lines during lunch took my mind off of everything. Then the day ended on a bad note so I snuggled up with my blanket and watched Friends and she texts me to say she can go shopping. And that was just awesome bonding. And we solved all the world issues. At least, our issues...on relationships. And let me tell ya, Shawn is going to be the hottest pimp in the world! Two more years kiddo...

Some people are just way to cool. I strive to be a good friend like this. Who knows if my efforts work but all I can do is try.

Oh Kelly got me this book thing with awesome quotes. I'm definatly using some of these, my title is one of them and fits perfect with my mood on drama these days.

amour