Blocking It Out?

Any time I think of the future I spaz. Is it better to try to brace yourself for it, or ignore it all together until it hits you square in the face? This last year is something I'll live through once and I don't know any of the answers. The last time I thought about all of it I had a semi melt down under a blanket. I hate dealing with life changing experiances. I mean, I know where I'm going to school but I don't want to. I'll love it when I'm there but I don't want all of us in different towns and cities.

5 Months, 3 Weeks, 1 Day left.

OR

97 school days

Maybe it'd be better to block it out....until June 1st that is....