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Wednesday, December 07, 2005

How To Describe It...Wow

It was so instant. I don't even know how to describe it other then that. Instant attraction and just....ahhh! I don't even know what to say. I havn't been this happy in a long time. Once school started everything went downhill. My new friends this year brought everything up a ton, and now...wow.

Hung up Christmas lights with Ken yesterday for my moms house. It was so cold...arg. "It all depends on who your freezing your ass off with..." After lights, which look amazing thanks to...well, he did most of it. I did the pole though, which kicks ass. But yea, after that went up to the mall and met my mom and Auntie Mar for dinner. It was quite an intertaining meal. How has nothing been awkward yet?? Normally I feel awkward at least once by now. With friends...family. Nope, just like I feel I've known Ken forever, I had felt like at dinner we'd done that many times before, like it was no big deal. And of course they loved him. So many comments on that...they kept bringing it up all night. And I guess my mom ranted about him at work...lol. She's an interesting one. I've never seen her this...happy for me.

School today sucked, was sick with...probally a cold...all day. Only went because english we had a group project. Then only stayed for Drama. I ordered amazing tickets for drama though. They are suppose to come in by next Friday, I'm going to wet my pants when I see them. Hopefully we don't sell out, I want to keep a few. One from each night...Oh, how cute would that be?! (Scrapbooking ideas already).

After school got the cutest texted message in the world, that made the crappy day disappear a little. Then hung out with Hannah, Chad and Tia at our "Club house". We're so cool. Danced around to musical soundtracks the whole time basically. I love how the simplest things are the best times in the world with those guys. After that went to the mall with Hannah. Talked with this awesome gay guy from Aero. She picked out the two shirts I got...I hate shopping I just found like styles of shirts I liked and I was just like "which one"...and she would go through them. Yeah...they're so cute. I still think she should have walked out with the pink sunglasses...they were sexy!

Not much else going on...The winding down of the year is making school hectic. Well, not really...but drama is getting busy. Gosh...Yeah! The worst kind of drama is....drama in Drama. Practise tomorrow with Stan, gosh. But enough to look forward to afterwards, least of all OC night!

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