"I'm just a fucked up girl who is looking for my own peace of mind"

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Stoner City

You only replace stuff when it needs replacing right? Makes perfect sence to me. I didn't just up and decide I was sick of my other group of friends. In fact the only reason I branched out was because they stopped talking to me, and stopped inviting me to everything...that I hear about anyways. So no one has the right to be upset that I found people who care about me and all that.

It's at the point where I can't try anymore. You just physically make me sick. You must be a dumb ass if you think I didn't notice. Why did I waste time and effort on you, it got me no where. You were always a downer, you always complained. I hated it but said nothing. You were also fake. Wow it feels good to finally say that...because honestly I don't give a shit about you. Sure I may be less mad later but this is the truth. You ruined entire events with your attitude.

You always notice when you screw up and tell people how bad you feel. BULL SHIT! If you felt bad why wouldn't it stop? Or why not tell me, did you know it's not impossible to appoligize? And again you'd have to be a fucking dumb ass if you thought I wouldn't see that everyone else was included but me. You're pretty awesome, ya know that?

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Today was decent. I woke up early after hardly any sleep. Went to the school to work on set stuff. No students showed up, big surprise. Not like I'd want to see some of them anyways, but whatever. And I didn't know what colors to paint so I was useless until my dad said I might as well go home. So I scaned pictures for about 2 hours for my video project. Then talked to Hannah for over an hour.

After random TV and online stuff went over to Tia's with Hannah and Chad met us there. We played some game called Stoner City and it's a stoner verison of Monopoly. Playing it makes you laugh and feel like you are stoned. I don't know how...but I seriously felt dumber during that thing. After that we played a Brats dancing game thing, I kicked ass. Oh and Hannah drew me a picture with Tia black.

"OMG it says ICUP"
*Carry on converstation*
(10 mins later after starring at box that entire time)
"Seriously, who does that...it says ICUP"

So much good stuff ahead for this wonderfull break. Can't wait....Au Revoir

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