"Tickle Me and Call Me Your Uncle"

Yesterday I got out of work and went to Mary's house and after not to long May, Kelly and I decided to get some food. We went to Chili's which was good like normal. Mary broke her shoe again. And we decided to go on a late night Meijer's adventure. We ran into a bunch of stuck up people who graduated this year. One or two said hi, then like 5 mins later I hear them talking. One was like "do we know them" "yeah, we already said hi" "ugh, I've never seen them before" "well they went to our school" "I've never seen them before, whatever" "yea, we moved on to bigger and better things, haha!"

I hate stupid people....any who. Today the three of us met Mrs. Nolen for lunch and caught up and talked about next year. I am so excited to start school, new play and new people.

Also on the way there I was cut off my a UPS man, ran into a train and had to deal with a detour. And we only went to okemos. Ugh!

Any who, I think I'm going to go read...

Memories and Friends

Starting school up scares me to think of, even though I want to go back really bad. This year is our senior year and I feel like there is a lot I havn't done. By my open house, since I scrapbook I want it obviously caught up to date with my senior year. Right now I'm pretty far behind. I'm at the point of doing Christmas from this past year and I tried to get started yesterday. Unfortunatly my sister likes to organize so I can find nothing, and she won't be home until tonight. So I went back through and fixed all my pages that I've already done. I had hand-written them all and decided they look sloppy, because I don't like my hand writting. So I printed off the stuff I had written and went back and fixed all the pages. I woke up today and worked on that while watch OC in the background for about 3 hours. Last night I worked on it for a couple also, but now I'm done. So when my sister comes home tonight I can move forward.

I love looking at how my life has changed even from the friends from Freshmen year to now. This time last year I had just a few close friends and a boyfriend. Although the friends were close I couldn't nessisarly tell them everything. Now a days I have no boyfriend but a huge group of very close friends. Including two best friends that know everything. And as much as I would love to be in a relationship again a friend mentioned that friends are much more important. And I sat and thought about that, and I actually am the happiest now that I've ever been. I'm just...exactly where I want to be.

"Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget."

American Pie

Today I woke up really hot. My fan was not working and I was still in that confused state...so I was cursing under my breath, becuase I assumed my mom turned my fan off. So I sit up and try to turn it on. No luck. "Stupid thing must have broken". Turns out after all the 'morning confusion' our power was out. After walking around bloody hot forever I decided to go to my dads and shower and get online.

In the afternoon Mary and Kelly came over for our 'American Pie' Marathon. We only really watched 2 and 3 though. Because a few weeks ago Kelly and I watched the first one. Mary left after the first one we watched and Kelly and I watched 'American Wedding'. Those movies are great...once in a while. This being one of those times, I laughed quite a bit.

After the movie Kelly and I thought about what to do and came upon going to Tomato Brothers for dinner. They didn't bring out our breadsticks...we had to ask. And then, as if things couldn't get worse...she took them away while we were still talking and there were three left in the basket. Grr. LoL....But yea, Kelly and I had some fun converstations...it was a bonding night. LoL

"Why'd you have to be so cute
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well"
- Goodnight and Go

"Get off our rocket!"

Yesterday I had a really fun day. One were it doens't seem to matter what your doing as long as your with your friends. First Mary, Kelly, Jake and I went to Applebee's and after a little while Zach met us up there. So lunch was really good, I love Applebee's. After that we were trying to think of something to do, but wanted it to be free. So eventually we decided on going to the park.

So we get there and swing for a little bit, take random pictures and decide we want to play some cards. So Jake suggested going up on the play set and we all move up there. We are seriously sitting there no more then 5 minutes and these 6 year olds start yelling at us. "Get off of our rocket!!!". So after 10 minutes we move to the picnic tables out side of the park just because it was more comfortable anyways. But after a few minutes out there the kids are staring at us from inside the park and yelling "come back and fight us!". They only stoped for a few minutes when Jake turned around and yelled, "SHUT UP!". Evetually their parents took them home...stupid kids.

After cards got old we moved to my house were we started a game of Monopoly. Until Kelly couldn't hold it in how much she hates board games, and Mary got bitter because she was losing. So we put in a movie. First we watch 'Identity' which is a suspence movie that I enjoy. Twist ending thats creepy every time. After that we couldn't decide what else to do instead of another movie....so we watched another. We put in 'Wedding Singer'. Hilarious movie because of the stupid old people and randomness. Half way through I got tired but couldn't lay down, then I started getting uncomfortable...my butt started hurting. I like our foutons but they arn't for sitting for a long time. Comfortable to lay on though....

Any ways that ended around 9 and we didn't want another movie and we were all kind of tired so we all went home. I dropped Jake off then went back to my moms, where I read all night. Then went to bed early...which means like, 1:30. Then this morning I woke up early because our power was out and I got to hot sleeping.

This afternoon I think I'm doing an 'American Pie' Marathon with Kelly and Mary.

Thats all for now...

Enmity

grudge |grəj| - noun

A persistent feeling of ill will or resentment resulting from a past insult or injury : she held a grudge against her former boss.

Why do people hold grudges? I don't understand it. If I'm ever mad at someone I can't hold it in because it just bugs me so much, so I end up talking to the person. Why not confront them? Why let something bottle up until you do stupid things?

Just a word of advice to you all....

you don't want to be on my shit list....

....Arbitrary?

Tonight was fun and random. I love random....people should know that by now. Any who, I got outta work and called Alise up, and went and got Mary. At first we watched this vacation video Alise is working on and it was really funny. After that we made cookies and we ate most of the dough before even eating the cookies. We only ended up baking 9. Then Jenny and Christy randomly showed up as we were putting in '13 going on 30'. Such a cute movie. Alise left after a while, and Mary finished the movie with me, then I took her home. It was a fun night.

Ashley has been with her boyfriend all day because yesterday a friend of his died. He was swimming in Lake Michigan and drowned. Thats really sad. If one of my High School friends when I was only like 20...I would have issues.

Bored

I was really really bored today, and I ran across this survy at bzoink....

The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety!
Created by -ambiguous and taken 63981 times on bzoink!
What is your favorite..
gum	Orbit
restaurant	Applebee's
drink	Dr. Pepper
season	Fall
type of weather	Thunderstorm
emotion	Happy
thing to do on a half day	Go out to lunch with my friends
late-night activity	Hanging out with friends
sport	Football
city	Gulf Shores is fun
store	Best Buy / Target
When was the last time you..
cried	month or so
played a sport	Spring Track, until I got injured
laughed	this morning
hugged someone	Last night
kissed someone	April
felt depressed	Last week
felt elated	Last night
felt overworked	a lot....I work 2 jobs
faked sick	During school
lied	a couple of weeks
What was the last..
word you said	damn
thing you ate	Dessert at Applebee's
song you listened to	Elephant Love Melody
thing you drank	Water
place you went to	dropped Mary off last night
movie you saw	Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
movie you rented	Terminal
concert you attended	Seether
Who was the last person you..
hugged	Kelly
cried over
kissed	Brady
danced with	Follies....I don't remember
shared a secret with	Probally Kelly or Mary
had a sleepover with	Mary
called	Kelly
went to a movie with	Mary
saw	My Dad
were angry with
couldn't take your eyes off of	Wouldn't you like to know
obsessed over	I don't obsess
Have you ever..
danced in the rain	no
kissed someone	yes
done drugs	no
drank alcohol	yes
slept around	no
partied 'til the sun came up	prom
had a movie marathon	yes
gone too far on a dare	no
spun until you were immensely dizzy	yes
taken a survey quite like this before	sort of
Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink!

Random Thoughts

Kelly is home and everything is right in the world again. I feel in balance. All my friends around...summer...I got a raise at work...And people say its healthy to have a 'crush'. Such a lame title. Is that because they never work? Crush?...I dono...lame in my opinion.

We still have a month.....I love summer, but I want to go back, yes its crazy. With working 2 jobs, I will be less busy during school and can actually see my friends every day. I love my friends, they are the most important thing to me. I put them before other things.

Know what I love? Random phone calls. The most random "hey, lets hang out". Even better yet, random messages....like "Hey whats this sounds like!"....or "there are 6 hot guys in my back yard....WHY ARE YOU NOT HERE!?".

These are my random thoughts for the day.

Questions

Phil started asking questions in his blog and I think this is kind of cool. I don't know how I'll do it...maybe a question at the end of each post. I dono, but I like the idea. I came up with some good ones though...

1. Would you rather be omnipotent or omniscient?

2. If on your next birthday your entire memory had to be erased all except one year, which year would you save?

Your Power Color Is Gold

At Your Highest: You are engrossed in passions that mentally stimulate you. At Your Lowest: You seek thrills and neglect what's important in your life. In Love: You see dating as adventure and approach it with an open attitude. How You're Attractive: You passion for life makes others passionate about you. Your Eternal Question: "Am I Having Fun?"

What's Your Power Color?

Common Ground

I went to Common Ground tonight with Mary and Justin. I had the card for the week but unlike last year when I went 6 out of 7 nights, I can only make 2 this year because of work (Tonight and Journey). Any who, we saw Seether and it was different then I thought. I had fun because I was hanging out with friends and I don't get that as much as I would like during the summer. It wasn't as good as last year when we saw Siliva but I still enjoyed it. Until the smoke started being to much, on top of a 'hunger headache' so we left to get food.

Random Quote: "Waste your time with your friends, live for the moment, laugh often. Be immature, do anything and everything. Even if it's Something you'll regret in the morning. Sleep late. And when you wake up you can laugh about it with your friends. Because friends are what matters most and when you have friends --

You have everything"

Random Catching Up

People have been gone a lot the last few weeks. Kelly was gone, came home for a few days and left again Friday for 2 weeks. Mary was gone for 2 weeks, is home today but will probally be gone again on Friday/Saturday. My summer is to busy. I will be less busy during school, and get to see everyone on a day to day basis. Thats just not write, that that is sounding better to me then this.

This week (starting tomorrow) is Common Ground week. Last year I went to every night except maybe one or two. This year I am going Monday (Journey), Friday (Seether), and Saturday (Terri Clark)...(because my mom wants to). I was lucky to get work off for Monday. I was suppose to only get to go Friday, thank god I still get to see Journey...since we bought the tickets months ago and its my 'one thing' for the summer pratically. Friday going to Seether I get to take two people. Lucky me.

Wednesday this week I hung out with Zach and Kelly. It was just the 3 of us and I assumed it would be awkward. Normally I don't like only being with a couple. Actually it was a lot of fun and they are really cute together.

Thursday I went shopping which is big for me because I hate shopping. I got shirts and hit Best Buy and walked out with a lot there. It was a good day, and I felt 'girly' for once. And after that I saw Kelly off, said good bye and stuff.

Friday I hung out with Chris, Zach and Justin while filming more of the movie. That was interesting. It was my first day of filming with them so I didn't know what to expect but it was a lot of fun.

Saturday I did some bonding with my mom since I havn't seen her much this summer with working and such. So that was fun. Then Justin and I went and saw Fantastic 4. I thought it was pretty good. Good looking actors which is always a plus. So yeah, awesome one time movie but I wouldn't nesissarly buy it. Then I went home, had some olive burgers and watched American Pie.

Today I hung out with Justin, Zach and McB. It was fun. I don't normally hang out with McB and I enjoyed myself. We watched 'The Terminal' which I thought was pretty good. Then played Mario Party 6, which is a lot different from 5 which is what I have. Then we played cards and Justin and I won. Zach had talked to Kelly earlier today and told her to call while I was there, so I got to talk to Kelly tonight which was nice. And since Mary got home I got to talk to her for like a half hour, which was also fun. Hmm, I think this is a good place to end it for now. Good night.

But Matt Did....

I wrote an entry about the weekend up north, some how I guess I never published it and its gone. I don't feel like re-writing it, but I went up north this weekend it was fun. Monday when I got home I hung out with Kelly. We found out Vincent isn't moving the end of July....he is moving this Thursday. Holy Shit...TOMORROW! God, I can't stand that. I won't ever feel like I've said what I needed to say so I'm leaving it where I did when I talked to him Monday. He is an awesome kid and I wish I had met him sooner.

I hate when stuff like this, reality hits, and you see how much we are all growing up. I mean this time next year EVERYone will be gone. Not just one really good friend. But all. I mean lets face it. After High School yes, you stay in touch with some. But most of the time its only for that summer. And even once college does start you only talk to your best friends. I dono...I don't wana grow up!

Any who I started writing not to depress people, but because Matt put this in his blog so I did too, haha...I'm a good follower....

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.

You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.

You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you value your friendships highly.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you don't have any particular type in mind, but you are inclined to look for someone who will say yes when you ask him / her out.

Who's the True You?