Nice Personality

We've had 5 performances so far. 3 teasers, and 2 actual ones. And now we're down to the last two nights. All the stage crew and lights and all us cool people were discussing last night how everything was flawless. Stuff was moving fast, and it was just so much fun. This week is going by so fast I hate it. I'll never understand how you can be so close to about 40 people for about a week, but the 3 months leading up to it you'd love to kill every single one of them. I wish our class could have been like this since August. It happens every time though. There is something about a performance that gives the cast, crew, pit and any one involved a whole new bond.

After the performance last night we did our traditional dinner. We all went to pizza hut and it was pretty crazy. I mean, Justin gave a mini speech, I have Neil rapping for me on camera. Some ridiculous pictures from the table behind us. It was an awesome night.

The good thing about being this ridiculously busy is I have no issue sleeping. As soon as I lay down I'm completely out, it almost hurts. Driving home last night was awesome, singing to 'Bye Bye Birdie' sent me back a year. That play will always be awesome for a number of reasons, but this one is also climbing the charts. I've never before put so much of myself into something. And that's the only frustrating thing for me. Unless you see what goes on behind the scenes or have done a play before you only see the actors. I had people commenting on the play and they assumed I had done hardly anything only because I appear in one scene. It stings to do so much and not get the regonition you should, but I guess that would be greedy. When it comes down to it, the important people that really matter appreciate it.

I only went to school yesterday for one reason, then it turned into the worst day in the world. 1st hour I couldn't keep my head up. Then second hour I was bombarded by a stupid audition video that was apparently due yesterday. She gave Chris and I exactly a week to pull this off, but it was during finals and a play. Bitch. Well its done, but it caused me to miss my 3rd and 4th hour. And lead to a break down at lunch. But that was mainly from sheer embarrassment. That's okay, we all have our little secrets.

"The reason you pull this off, isn't because you yell, isn't because you have power. It is because every single person here has respect for you"

Gotta love that kid

So bombs away and as they say
Well it's over now, it's over now
She's gone, yeah and he won't go away