"I'm just a fucked up girl who is looking for my own peace of mind"

Friday, January 06, 2006

Trying To Forget Everything That Isn't You

I hate this time of the year. Everyone is stressed, it's mainly just January. Man I'm glad my birthday isn't going on right now, because that would suck. But seriously, I mean everyone is stressed because they are still worrying about paying for all the crap from Christmas. It's when finals, and always when the play falls. I mean, who isn't stressed? I'm not stressed over finals, they are the last of my worries, and I'm not complaining about them. The only thing going on right now in my head is; the play.

I hate how some people deal with stress though. I tend to want to hang out a ton with my friends so I don't have to think about the stupid stuff. Some people block it out. Others seclude themselves away from people. Just something I notice, different ways.

My entry was just interupted because Jenny and Alise stopped in. I love those guys. All three of us have been so busy since school started we havn't really seen each other, and I had birthday gifts for them (OC posters). So they stopped in for about an hour.

It's almost 8 and I have no plans tonight. Some nights you look forward to not doing anything except being alone. But I was really hoping to do something. I don't know, almost boarder line depressing on a Friday night.

It is about the middle of January, well not really...but I mean with the play and everything it seems it. Any who, I still am making my mind up about college. I think I just switched again.

I don't know what else to write about that isn't complaining. Something insightful...

I know there is a quote out there very similar to this...but I love how you can spend 5 minutes with someone and they can completly turn your day from horrible to great. These are the people that I love calling my friends.

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