One Day I Woke Up Woke Up Knowing Today Is The Day I Will Die

So really the whole thing wasn't that bad. Well, I guess it depends on which part. I woke up yesterday just like I would for school, same time...how annoying. I hoped that I could at least sleep in. Drove into wherever this place is. I got in immediatly because I was like, the first kiddo in the morning. The nice nurses immediatly gave me the laughing gas, and was talking to me. I was really quiet, manly because of how tired I was. I purposefully stayed up late the night before, haha....fear of not being able to be put out.

So they drugged me and attempted to find my vein, which I now know are really really small I guess. Then they talked to me about Sound of Music. Before I know it I'm out, and yet being able to hear the doctor, "last one". The ride home was fun, I was like mesmerized with how weird my lip felt. Got home and attempted to eat malt-o-meal with my drugs. My eye hand cordinationg was off just a little, and my whole mouth was numb...so there was stuff everywhere. I was laughing at myself, and glad no one was watching.

Talked to Hannah which made my day more fun. Also got calls from my mom, and Nolen. Got some cute IMs from Becca, Rachel and Ken also. I'm so loved, lol. Hannah even stopped in for a few minutes to give me Charlie and Chocolate Factory.

Finished Desperate Housewives. Wathced Price is Right, Guiding Light, Ophra, 70s Show, OC, Madagascar. That movie cracks me up, although it sort of hurt to watch.

The first time that was really painful was after my first nap. Woke up and the swelling was gone, and the pills had worn off. This morning REALLY hurt to. I like rolled over and was like, "oh fuck". But I'm working on the stuff kicking in.

My dad says I'm pretty happy acting considering. I told its because I would go through that then school any day. Isn't that sad? I'm all alone tonight, he's going to my grandmas. He was suppose to Wednesday, but ended up being at work until 11:30. So I'm alone. Tomorrow I'm probally going to do something, but he doesn't want me driving. So that may be interesting.

Aside from this break from school Wednesday night was what I needed most. I've been so, I don't even know how to explain my emotion the last week. But all I needed was some 'catch-up' time or something. I dono, I loved it.