It's Stupid, Contagious

Just because I'd rather not be home doesn't mean I'm a bad kid.

And just because I stay in my room, keep to myself, doesn't mean I'm a pot head.

And I don't have a job not because I'm not motivated, but maybe because I have my mothers perspective on growing up. And I'm not sorry for that.

And I'm not sorry that I found people I enjoy being around, and you arn't one of them.

Or that I don't want to choose any more.

I also don't feel bad about being selfish. That's suppose to be my day to shine, back the fuck off.

And I'd rather be overly concerned then not give a shit about you.

And no I'm not falling over the edge, I'm a long ways away from it. I have a good hold on my life don't worry, and awesome friends that would slap me if I loose focus on that.

I can't change the fact that I was lazy when I was younger. But I'm paying the price now, what more can I do?

I'm not going to sit here and regret my mistakes, can't I just learn from them and move on?

It's also not my fault that you screwed up my perception of a good relationship.

And I'm not really sorry if you feel this is complaining....when in fact this is me telling you, I just don't care.

I don't care about your judgement, or the disgusted looks you give me. I don't care if you're concerned, I have more important people that watch out for me.

Can you take this life
Can you make it right
Do you have the words to say to make it
All go away
You act so wise and so refined
You can keep your lies 'cause I'm
Never gonna go your way
What's wrong with the one I'm leadin
What's wrong with a little fun
Everybody needs to find their something