Jr. Mints & Cold Shower Tuesdays

Today started with an experience that shouldn't have happened. Creepy.

After school practice was pretty fun though. Tia and I technically skipped half of it because we sat in the commons talking to Hannah and Kelly, but I really feel no guilt. I have nothing to do until set offically starts, which was later tonight. After practice though Tia and I went to Felpo to get stuff for Hannah. Then we went and picked up Coin Man and went to Ceaserland. It was a pretty fun trip, and I deffinatly kicked his ass in the police game.

Before going back to the school for another two hours working on the play Tia and I took our stuff to Hannah. She was in the shower when we got there so we just sat on her bed so we could scare the crap out of her when she came out. It was a pretty fun reaction and way worth it. We were able to sort of catch up for like an hour, making us only at Set for about 45 minutes but again, I really didn't feel to bad.

While there Paul came and talked to the three of us. It almost felt like a little intervention. To tell you the truth it felt so refreshing. I know, I'm crazy. But in the last 5 years of my life I have had no parental form what so ever. Following the divorce both of my parents turned into "friends" of mine and havn't set rules or anything. And I know that comes off crazy but it's probally a "grass is greener on the other side". Everyone wishes there parents didn't give a shit like mine, but I loved being told basically to shaped up...because he actually cares if we get hurt or in trouble. And I'm not saying my parents don't care about my well being it's just in reality I still should have certain guidelines, and being okay with certain things, as a parent...really isn't okay.

Then the 45 minutes we were at practise was fun. I wish it would have gone longer though. I don't regret in anyway getting there late, but it's really fun. The only people that show up are pretty much the only ones in the class I can stand. And it's just fun working when you're around people you can have fun with. Set days are my favorite. But yea, then gave some rides home and ended the night on an fun note.

I've had this stress in the back of my mind though. It's now been the result in some pretty horrible dreams the last few nights and I'm seriously starting to get freaked out. Sometimes I really concern myself...

Where are you?
And I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep
I cannot dream tonight