"I'm just a fucked up girl who is looking for my own peace of mind"

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

And As They Say Here's To Oblivion

It's crazy how tiny little things can completly make your day awesome or totally shitty.

I've been getting a lot of random txts and IMs lately...they make me smile.

The weather has been helping my mood. Although I admit I feel really numb lately. Things that should upset me do nothing, and things that should totally excited be nothing also. I feel so hollow.

I'm in love with my new CDs.

The play is getting to its stressful part. I have so much I could sit and complain about it, but it'd be pointless. In two weeks time I'll be ranting about how much I enjoyed it and how much of an awesome experience it was for me, and how theatre rocks above all other things. So I'm sucking up the shitty part of it.

My dad is all smiles since his date. And his 2 hour phone calls every night, and I think he has mentioned more then 3 times how he sent her flowers. A little proud of himself right there I think.

And my mom is extremly stressed with her business. Yeah...HER business. So where in there am I obligated to be at her side constantly? I feel like she puts me on a guilt trip when I have play practise. I told her to pretty much not count on seeing me until May 1st. Don't worry...I already know I'm a bitch.

I know we just had Spring Break but I can not wait for this long weekend. Maybe it's just the contents of it. I think all involved can agree it's been WAY to long. I'm excited.

Easter is Sunday. Meaning family time. And sounds like the only ones I enjoy aren't even coming. And I didn't even get the desert I wanted, instead we get the fake topping raspberries.

Word of Advice: Don't take your shoes off while on the stairs.

Also: Don't skip over tree trunks...some how they manage to bite ya.

Maybe it's the lack of sleep but I've had a headache for three straight days....

*all pointless*

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