It's Sleeping With Roaches And Taking Best Guesses

If there was one thing I could improve about myself, at the moment, it would be dealing with the results of stress. For one play I gained a ton of weight. For another I lost a ton. I guess for this play I'm dealing with extreme headaches and unfortenatly throwing up. I came home today and actually got out early which meant 5:30. I started working on the english project which I already spent 3 hours on yesterday. I finally gave up around 9 o' clock considering I'm maybe half way done, and after talking on the phone with my mom about how much I have going through my head right now I threw up 3 different times.

Luckily I'm only in 2 hours tomorrow because of a feild trip. I can't really complain much about the scheduale for drama, I mean 30 other people are dealing with the same thing. I just wish it didn't come with the side affects. Lack of sleep, getting behind in your other classes, changing your eating patterns and so on. If you could get it all done with the fun the entire time I'd be completly happy.

I can't deny that underneath it all I'm totally loving it. I mean this is the last play I get to be a part of, at least as a student. It's still up in the air whether I'm going to help next year, I guess I'll just see when it gets here. But my last play and there's only 14 days left. That's so incredibly sad to me. After that I go back to going home at 3 o clock, having nothing to do. No practise to look forward to. Not seeing the awesome drama kids day after day.

Ya gotta love the feeling of being in a play, but you can't hide that it all definatly comes with a price.